I was dead. The illuminati killed me and I died. Seriously, it was around fall 2010 right after I sold my 1st cleaning business and my 1st barbershop went out of business. I started spending more time around my childhood friends, my business protege and very close friend went back to jail, and I was broke as a joke with a daughter in the womb. I hated the world and I wanted to blame the world for my failed business ventures. That's when I found the illuminati videos on YouTube. I spent all of my free time focusing on the illuminati, nwo, and any other conspiracies that I could find and they killed me. I was dead for a whole year. I went to work, had a beer for lunch, went back to work, and had more beer after that.
Fast forward to summer, 2011. I started to realize that this couldn't be life. I knew that I was interested in finding the meaning of life, but I would never have any time actually study it with a job, a wife, and kids to tend to. I needed to figure out how to make my money work for me. So, in looking for ways to make that happen, I was reintroduced to Rich Dad Poor Dad. That book, in conjunction with my new well-paying job, and a small family, rehabilitated my mindset.
Now, fast forward to today in fall 2014. I've graduated from Rich Dad Poor Dad to Think and Grow Rich (thanks to my brother Michael who's incarcerated), from Think and Grow Rich to The Secret (Law of Attraction), and from the secret to positive thinking and Earl Nightingale's Strangest Secret Ever. It's amazing because now that I live by these new principles, I'm suddenly excited about life again. I used to have this feeling back in 08/09 before I started my first business and Gina and I lived in our 1st place. I remember talking her to death in bed every night about how I hated going to sleep because it was so much to be done.
That was a man who was alive. That man is now reincarnated. I am up right now because I'm too excited to go to sleep. I posted something motivational on YouTube and Instagram, I sent out some business emails, I planned my day for tomorrow, and now I'm up because I'm too excited to go to sleep (hence why I'm updating a blog that I haven't written on for a while, and I don't even believe anyone will read)! So with it being 11:30pm on a Sunday night, a job to get up for at 5:45am, a building to clean directly after, followed by an investment club meeting, and ending with 2 kids chasing me around the house, and I still don't want to sleep, I think it's safe to say that I'm back. Not only back, but I am reincarnated.
